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| “Ms. Queen Sycore 2010” |
Each one of us has its own
distinct qualities and characteristics that make us truly one of a kind. Being
a beauty queen holding two titles in my category is a great responsibility. I
am in deep joy to be acknowledged as “Ms. Queen Sycore 2010”, and the recent
title I just won”Ms. Sycore Bikini 2013”. I did not ask for more but if there
is more opportunity to showcase my love for pageantry. A place where I can make
use of my beauty and God’s gift of talent I will not hesitate to grab that
chance for the intention to promote respect for one another, unity, and
friendship, that would soon bridge the gap between nation, races, and gender.
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| ”Ms. Sycore Bikini 2013” |
This photo show how I aspire to
look like a real woman. Yes, even though my soul and my body does not meet, in
my heart I am now contented of these kind of sexuality. I don’t need to pretend
as someone just to please everyone. Just being true to myself and continue to
live the values I learned throughout my experience paves a way for me to ask
nothing. As long as I know that my God is always there, my life is complete.
Let me share you a story that
was written Date: Tuesday January 1, 2013 8:02pm.
INDEPENDENT ^_^
I am now at home coming from
Calinan. I did spend my Christmas and my New Year days at one of my aunt’s
home. With her husband and her only child I feel accepted and in deep joy
celebrating this special annual occasion. Next to her house is my grandfather’s
home, he did live there for quite some time now. I did remember, I usually
spend my summer vacation during my childhood days in Mangagoy, Surigao Del Sur.
That place is very significant not only to me but also to all of us because for
all of our memories are there. The childhood memories of my Mother and also how
my grandparents patiently educate their children. That is why when I ask my
grandpa if he has any plan to buy the house and lot there again, he then smiled
back at me and told me that all of them are looking forward in bringing that
back again. Even me personally, if I will be given a chance and also enough
savings to buy some house and lot in that same place, I will do it without any
hesitation.
What I treasure most in there is the
opportunity to value every memory and feel it that it’s still existing. We
cannot deny the fact that no matter how far away we live now, that place is
already a part of our life. Living in life independently is a challenge; it is
a struggle of one’s soul encompassing different factors in affecting human life.
Human life is a kind of life that is dependent to the realms of the world. The
material and even the non- material things are already given. It is already
presented to everybody for the very purpose of satisfying human needs and
wants. As what I have learned in Social Economics, human has an unlimited need
and an unlimited wants. People sometimes misunderstand the concept. Some are
being trap to its negative effect which makes human desires for more. The
desire for a lot of material things and not valuing the beauty of life in
simplicity open a way for the evil to work in our entirety.
We need now to be more aware
and sensitive of all the things that blinded us to do good because sometimes we
forgot that we are again called by God to live the life on Earth and use its
resources accordingly and not to love and be obsessed with it, for our life
does not belong to Earth but it belongs to God’s kingdom. Experience serves as
the key in understanding all of the unique events in my life, even in the life
of others as a whole. No matter how difficult my situation is especially the
situation of my parents. I then live my life without bitterness. I should not
be bitter because it could be one of God’s ways for me to discover him in my
life and relate to him, about his frustration as he look over to his people,
trap into sin and is no longer believe in his domain.
Before, I used to think that they don’t care
for me. And it is hurting me deep inside but because of the experience for
something divine I did realized in a way that my parents here on Earth are not
my true parents at all. They are just the mere instrument used by God for me to
exists and live my life designed to treasure God’s works of great love to his
people. The call to repentance and asking forgiveness is there, but human
imperfections always say that “it’s a part of life”. It’s wrong! That is not true, the concept that says, to
sin is a part of human life? It is a trick! The truth is we are called to
holiness. We are called to serve God base on our understanding to him. Our
faith to God strengthens us to bind our relationship to him. In other words, we
can avoid sin if we will be cautious.
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